silence heals the heart

It has been 6 months since my last entry, things were filled with lots of tears and joy. I'll try to post something each month starting from today (at least I'm hoping or planning to do so). Enough of silence, it's time to wake up and make a difference.... I guess ;p

Good night everyone

It was such a tiring day today. I had spent almost 8 hours facing the laptop, preparing for my presentation, which needed to be presented by tomorrow.

Need to sleep right now, though it was only 9.03pm. Good night fellow friends, see you guys tomorrow :)

p/s  Bad dreams bad dreams go away, good dreams good dreams here to stay ~~

The colour of me

A friend asked me today whether I dare to wear a          dress to attend a wedding of a friend; and I answered her loud and clear, "No!          is definitely NOT for me."

What makes me feel like pink is not the colour of myself. Well, it is simple. Just look at the colour itself, it clearly shows how gentle it is and how it presents love and affection. If you think I have all these qualities, then you are wrong, totally wrong.

The colour of my blusher is brownish orange and I rarely wear        as my eyeshadow.         lipstick is something that I never had, but somehow I do have few shirts that are         in colour- unfortunately they are all hidden in my closet somewhere. I wear           lipstick that my friends keep telling me I look older and too matured that my age when I wear it.

The only          stuff that I keep using is only my pencil case; and I hope that doesn't count me as someone delicate and fragile :D

It is 1.23am

What makes life worth living?? Some say loves, some say money and some even say the ability to achieve goals set at the very beginning of life. As for me, what makes me worth staying up at this very moment is because of my favourite series that I've been following since the first season, Grey's Anatomy which is already in season 7!!

I am trying very hard not to miss any episode released since I am indeed a hard fan of the series. Though some says that the series are focusing more on love stories between Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd, but I do appreciate how the script writer and the team behind the series work to make sure that the terms and the procedures done for every case is correct medically.

The picture taken during season 4 (if I am not mistaken)

I just can't wait to watch the series in this season 7 which I've downloaded for the past 2 days. It makes my life worth living...very worth living <3!

I think we should break up because ....

How many times you use silly excuses for a reason to break up??

The idea of writing this down is not because I am breaking up with somebody (No! No! No!, I am single and still having problems with choosing the right guy for me)- it's just because of the channel of the radio I heard this morning, Hitz.fm, bringing up the issue of reasons to break up.

One caller said, that she broke up with her boyfriend simply because he didn't want to change his status from "single" to "in a relationship" in the facebook. Yes, it sounds silly right, but I guess she made her point when she was discussing about commitment- though I was so not interested in revealing my status in the facebook too.

My ex-boyfriend(sss) mostly broke me up because "I was so good and kind to them"--> in other word, "Hey! I' was too good for them", (right?) but I prefered to say that this might happened because I was just the one who kept apologizing even though I was on the right side. I was so not interested to have wars with guys, the one I loved especially.

And for the record, it shows that I was and still having problems to have a relationship, (I mean serious relation) with any guy who has the letter "Z" in his name. What a curse!!

Life is indeed a circle

As I'm writing this blog, I'm feeling both sad and happy at the same time. My beloved friend, Azura, send me a message telling me that she is getting married on this 11th of December- but unfortunately, I already have a plan to attend one of my best friends' wedding on the same date too. But as I'm sharing the good news with my officemates (yes, wedding is considered as top issue to be discussed with the others) an unwanted announcement spread by telling that everybody in the office are required to attend a workshop also on the same date. It is such a heartbreaking news for me :(

One moment ago, I was feeling happy, with all the smiles, and laughter and the giggles- but in a split of second-everything can turn gloomy, sad and very depressing.

Oh, how I miss the good old days ~~

Messy = cREatIvE?? ; me and Albert Einstein vs. my mum

This is a very interesting hard fact to share with you. I found this article when I was reading the Health Today magazine while spending time in the hospital looking after my grandma.

According to the article " those who inhabit moderately messy spaces are more creative than those in very organized ones"; simply means that I am more creative than my mum!! Apparently, famous thinkers such as Albert Einstein too have the same style of creating his own "organized chaos" desk, which helped him to make connections between unrelated documents amidst the clutter, leading to new ideas and great success.

The picture of my desk in my room when I was still a student of UM

Can you see the printer there??

I never loose my bus ticket to go back home, amazing isn't it?

My desk in the office- taken somewhere in 2009

So now, I'm proud to say that I'm not messy, I'm just trying to be more creative than the others- so you don't get to judge me every time  the result of the survey of " whose desk is the messiest in the office"- because it simply means that "who is the most creative in the office". (With that I rest my case)

Tip: Just tidy up once a week. It's more efficient to arrange a batch of items in one go than to sort things as they come.