Good night everyone

It was such a tiring day today. I had spent almost 8 hours facing the laptop, preparing for my presentation, which needed to be presented by tomorrow.

Need to sleep right now, though it was only 9.03pm. Good night fellow friends, see you guys tomorrow :)

p/s  Bad dreams bad dreams go away, good dreams good dreams here to stay ~~

The colour of me

A friend asked me today whether I dare to wear a          dress to attend a wedding of a friend; and I answered her loud and clear, "No!          is definitely NOT for me."

What makes me feel like pink is not the colour of myself. Well, it is simple. Just look at the colour itself, it clearly shows how gentle it is and how it presents love and affection. If you think I have all these qualities, then you are wrong, totally wrong.

The colour of my blusher is brownish orange and I rarely wear        as my eyeshadow.         lipstick is something that I never had, but somehow I do have few shirts that are         in colour- unfortunately they are all hidden in my closet somewhere. I wear           lipstick that my friends keep telling me I look older and too matured that my age when I wear it.

The only          stuff that I keep using is only my pencil case; and I hope that doesn't count me as someone delicate and fragile :D

It is 1.23am

What makes life worth living?? Some say loves, some say money and some even say the ability to achieve goals set at the very beginning of life. As for me, what makes me worth staying up at this very moment is because of my favourite series that I've been following since the first season, Grey's Anatomy which is already in season 7!!

I am trying very hard not to miss any episode released since I am indeed a hard fan of the series. Though some says that the series are focusing more on love stories between Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd, but I do appreciate how the script writer and the team behind the series work to make sure that the terms and the procedures done for every case is correct medically.

The picture taken during season 4 (if I am not mistaken)

I just can't wait to watch the series in this season 7 which I've downloaded for the past 2 days. It makes my life worth living...very worth living <3!

I think we should break up because ....

How many times you use silly excuses for a reason to break up??

The idea of writing this down is not because I am breaking up with somebody (No! No! No!, I am single and still having problems with choosing the right guy for me)- it's just because of the channel of the radio I heard this morning, Hitz.fm, bringing up the issue of reasons to break up.

One caller said, that she broke up with her boyfriend simply because he didn't want to change his status from "single" to "in a relationship" in the facebook. Yes, it sounds silly right, but I guess she made her point when she was discussing about commitment- though I was so not interested in revealing my status in the facebook too.

My ex-boyfriend(sss) mostly broke me up because "I was so good and kind to them"--> in other word, "Hey! I' was too good for them", (right?) but I prefered to say that this might happened because I was just the one who kept apologizing even though I was on the right side. I was so not interested to have wars with guys, the one I loved especially.

And for the record, it shows that I was and still having problems to have a relationship, (I mean serious relation) with any guy who has the letter "Z" in his name. What a curse!!

Life is indeed a circle

As I'm writing this blog, I'm feeling both sad and happy at the same time. My beloved friend, Azura, send me a message telling me that she is getting married on this 11th of December- but unfortunately, I already have a plan to attend one of my best friends' wedding on the same date too. But as I'm sharing the good news with my officemates (yes, wedding is considered as top issue to be discussed with the others) an unwanted announcement spread by telling that everybody in the office are required to attend a workshop also on the same date. It is such a heartbreaking news for me :(

One moment ago, I was feeling happy, with all the smiles, and laughter and the giggles- but in a split of second-everything can turn gloomy, sad and very depressing.

Oh, how I miss the good old days ~~

Messy = cREatIvE?? ; me and Albert Einstein vs. my mum

This is a very interesting hard fact to share with you. I found this article when I was reading the Health Today magazine while spending time in the hospital looking after my grandma.

According to the article " those who inhabit moderately messy spaces are more creative than those in very organized ones"; simply means that I am more creative than my mum!! Apparently, famous thinkers such as Albert Einstein too have the same style of creating his own "organized chaos" desk, which helped him to make connections between unrelated documents amidst the clutter, leading to new ideas and great success.

The picture of my desk in my room when I was still a student of UM

Can you see the printer there??

I never loose my bus ticket to go back home, amazing isn't it?

My desk in the office- taken somewhere in 2009

So now, I'm proud to say that I'm not messy, I'm just trying to be more creative than the others- so you don't get to judge me every time  the result of the survey of " whose desk is the messiest in the office"- because it simply means that "who is the most creative in the office". (With that I rest my case)

Tip: Just tidy up once a week. It's more efficient to arrange a batch of items in one go than to sort things as they come.

What goes around comes around!!

Hi everybody..

It has been such an exhausting week for me, as I need to cover all the tasks of my colleague who are ow admitted in hospital for having tonsillitis. All this while I am just busy with dozens of paperwork and forms to fill and sign. I am glad that I still manage to finish all of them even though I have to spend couples of hours in the office until now.

Last two days, my car had been hit by somebody in the basement and lucky for him, he got to run away before I saw him. The phone call I received from a colleague who was on her way to reach her car in same parking line was very heart breaking. I just couldn't believe my eyes to see the scratches he left on my car. The next day, I did searched for the particular car as it also hit the pillar nearby so in my mind, I guess his car would also showed some signs of scratches, right?

One of my friend said, I got to be cool and calm, as he wanted me to believe that the driver would soon got what he deserved for. So, for now,  I just smiled ...

Living is about making choices

It's Monday, and yes I'm back to business again. This morning, I woke up early, had my breakfast, showered and prepared to go to work earlier than usual. (15min earlier means early, right?)

After all the long holiday (hey, I've got my MC, remember?) I'm feeling like it's not easy to start the week but still, work is work. I choose to ignore all the unnecessary things that occur in my life, all the complaints and bad rumors spreading. I choose to become a new me and work harder to accomplish things that I've been dreaming since I started to involve in this education field. It's true sometimes it's hard to live by the choice that I've made but after all you will not die from things that will never harm you, right?

I'll keep living, and keep choosing for the best things in my life, but hey, am I strong enough to face the consequences from the choice I've made? How about you? You decide!

Where do I begin...

As I finished writing my last post last month (I guess, I had left the blog for few weeks, right??) tonnes of works keep coming to me. It was true when I said to my friends "people come and go, works come never go". I found out to be one the "luckiest" staff to be chosen to go to the HQ to settle out few more works there. Though it was only for 3 days, but still I would say that they were 3 suffering days, working with people I didn't use to work with, in a short time and lots of works to be done..and short of money of course!!

Back from HQ, which took 6 hours to travel by bus (or 45 min by airplane) I suddenly got ill, yes, it was a fever, most probably because the stress I got from that 3-suffering-day. I applied for my mc and the kind-hearted doctor gave me 2 days for holiday though I started to feel OK on the day I met him.

Now, I'm back to my office, thinking of starting a new fresh start.
Sometimes, changing is good, right?

Sun(shine)day !!!

Hi readers...

It's done..finally

The 2-day-meeting is finally over. I'm glad. It's a new week starting from tomorrow. I need to get back on track for my jogging session which I neglected because of the meeting held on. My mum said this morning, she wanted to join me, hooray!! I finally had a companion...

I'll update the blog later. Just experimenting with the "java script" thing which I paste on above. Hope you'll enjoy the song as much as I do. Because I feel SO ALIVE today!!

See you later, mmmuahh~ 

Rise and shine!!

Good morning readers!!

Often said; An apple a day keeps the doctor away...

I said ; A coffee a day, keeps the boss away...

Have a pleasant morning everybody!! cheers!

p/s I'm sorry for the hyperactivity, it's just the caffeine from my breakfast is doing their job :)

Hey, it's Friday!!

It is weekend (for me)...finally!!

Planning to spend the time at home, watching TV and sleep ^.^v

How do you spend your weekend? Do share it here:)

seeing the BIGGER picture

PART 1: "I just knew him for a month. We planned to spend our weekend together for the first time. I said I would fetched him up (I'm sorry guys, but I have this stupid rule when going out with guys I barely knew; that is never ever tell the guys where your house is located until there is something serious happening between both of you) . But when the time came, he was not there. I called him several times, but failed to connect to him. And the last thing I remembered was driving home with a broken heart, totally full of disappointment and realized, there was no point of going out with someone who didn't want to spend their time with you, or should I say, who just so not into you..."

Well, I believe there are some of you out there who have experienced this kind of situation and most of you will react just the same like what I did. I totally don't want to blame you if you just walk away and never look back at the particular guy .. or girl. But somehow, the way we react is truly based on the emotion and we make a conclusion only based on the particular situation, NOT from the entire picture.

PART 2: When I was driving home, my phone rang . It was from him and I answered. I heard his voice saying."Hello, I'm sorry, my car broke down when I am on my way back home, and my phone is out if battery at the moment. I'm using my friend's phone and I hope you can wait for a while. I'll be there as soon as everything is settle right here. I'm sorry for what happened, or should we postpone it to another day if you think it is convenient for you?"

See, I've told you...

Since the day, I've started to change my point of view, try to change my own perspective and try to be an optimist in every single way. I've learned my lesson, how about you?

p/s Even though what happened on that day, I still went out with him, and I felt sorry for misunderstanding his situation. Well, I'm just being the girl with emotion ~~

I wish I am a robot (with emotion)

Dear readers,

After all the efforts and struggles with all the buttons and gadgets added to my blog, I think now I already have a little idea how to update the blog with some applications just to make sure that it is "alive". Luckily, my dearest friend, kak Wani and her husband are there to help me (this is the result for not using the tutorial video for the new bloggers, yes ..I've learned my lesson, thank you :D )

Tomorrow will be quite a busy day for me as there is an importang meeting scheduled from morning till evening (I wonder what will happen with my jogging session tomorrow, hmmmm...) and as a huge fan of Farmville game- well, you know the game in the Facebook where I become a farmer, and need to plow, seed and harvest my crops according to the time given and this will need an extra commitment from me too. I hope my lunch hour provided between the meeting tomorrow is enough to harvest my morning glory 12 hours from now.

 And recently, with this blog, I think I have added on another commitment to fill in, thanks to myself, again :D

I believe by letting myself to get involve with a lot of commitments will help me to use my time wisely and to make sure my energy for the whole day is fully utilized. (No wonder I'm still awake-because there is a few energy left, I guess :p)

It's getting late, I should be sleeping now, or there will be no energy left for tomorrow's meeting

Good night, ZzZZZzZ

...still doing the right thing, I guess :p

Right now, at this very moment, I'm still in the office, finishing every little detail needed for a meeting scheduled tomorrow. I missed my jogging session this evening, but somehow it was a relieved for my muscles since they were in pain this several days.

The janitor keeps coming to my place every 5 min, meaning I get to go home now.. yes, going home is the right thing to do now.

See you guys tomorrow, mmmuahhh~

Doing the right thing is hard...

Hi readers!!

It has been less than 24-hours since the last time I updated my blog. I have so much things to share with all of you, but I guess it is not right  to spend time in front of my pc when I have tonnes of works to be done.

Last night I was planning to update my blog with some new font colour, new application and the most important thing is to change the language used for some terms on my page since they were in Malay Language, with the help of my dearest friend, kak Wani, and her husband (he's the one who knew everything, of course~~) and we'd planned to chat at 8pm , but I slept early because of the bad weather (most probably because I went jogging recently...and it made me exhausted )

I think I should stop right now. I'll update later... get to do the right thing now ^.^

New soul coming to town~~

Dear readers...

I can't believe myself that I'm writing a blog for the first time. It has been like a dream-come-true blog, since all my friends have started writing theirs long time ago and I haven't. This blog is just a place where I can share all my thoughts and feeling besides gaining my confidence writing in English (please alert for any grammatical error or unsuitable words used and do comment for improvement) 

Well, the name "sunshine, freedom, and flowers", for my blog is taken from a quote I saw yesterday (yes, I exactly have no idea at all of what a blog should be named, since every word coming out from my brain is already used by someone else~ ~ OK, I know, it's a WORLD WIDE web)

And here's the quote:

"Just living is not enough, one must have sunshine, freedom and a little flower" - by Hans Cristian Anderson.

I think it's enough for an introduction here, hope to see you guys again later..
Take care!!